10:07 Pm, September 1st 2009

Alright,
I'm not much as a writer, when it's not writing music, so don't expect anything "formal" !



Before I start my blog, I want to introduce myself and all that jazz.



My name is Ainsley Warnes, and as you can see, I'm a huge Jonas Brothers fan. I think I'm different than the other fans, and I'll explain that later.



I am obsessed with music, and the Jonas Brothers are the ones who made me want to be involved in music. I will try to post songs I've written that I'm proud of, but, I want you to be aware that I am not as experienced as the Jonas Brothers. They've inspired me to play the guitar, which I'm learning. Slowly, but surely.



Christa Black actually made me want to start a blog.
It will make me feel better.
Christa is helping me feel better about myself. Just like she said, when people start to call you, or tell you things, you will start to agree. No matter if it's good or bad. Just like I was called ugly and fat. The truth is, I used to think I was ugly and fat, and reading Christa's blog has actually made me rethink things over. I don't think I'm the most beautiful thing, but I am beautiful, just like any other girl reading this. I'm not fat, my weight is just fine. I fit in the clothes I like. I'm starting to be satisfied with myself.



I can't believe how much music helps. Especially the Jonas Brothers songs. There is just something about them. Something so amazing, something so different. It's not about sex, drugs, death, depression, it's about love, faith, believing.



If you're reading this, and you're a Jonas Brothers hater, stop and think. If you've said you hate them, it isn't possible. It's just not possible if you haven't met them. It isn't possible to hate any human being. If you've wished death upon the boys, you need to rethink. Was that necessary? If you believe in the lord, why would you say something like that? What do you think the lord is thinking about you? Do you have to hate? Do you have to wish death? Why can't you just leave them be. You don't like them, it's fine. But how can you not love them? They're absolutely amazing. There isn't ANY REASON why anyone wouldn't like them. There is nothing about them to DISLIKE. You may follow what other people say, you may dislike their music, but you cannot dislike them as people. It's just not possible, and that's coming from my heart. It's not because I'm a fan, it's because it's true. Think about what I said.



Now, time for me to explain why I think I'm a different kind of fan.
I do not just like them for their gorgeous looks, their amazing voices, their talent. I love them as people. If they were the most untalented people in the world, I would still be as big as a fan as I am now. I can't event explain the feelings I have for them, but I'm going to try. The things they say, the way they treat everyone. Them being here brightened my life. I don't know how I lived 13 years without knowing they existed. I am now 15. I've been a fan for about two years, almost three. I'm sorry guys, I just can't explain why they're so amazing, it's physically impossible. I can't even explain it to myself why they're so amazing.



Meeting them would make my life complete.
If I was on my death bed right now, I would hold on until I met them, then my life would be complete.
I need to meet them before I die.
I'm not saying I have any sickness or anything that will kill me, but I'm saying I won't die, without meeting those amazing guys. I just wish more guys were like them.



I am writing this blog,
to show people my journey as a Jonas Brothers fan.
I will tell you how their music made me get better over a heart break, how one of their concerts made a new memory.



And I will blog until I meet them.
Until my life is complete.



This is the only way I can let people know I am different than the rest of the fans.
It will hopefully let haters know it's fine that they're not fans,
but they don't need to say such hurtful things.
There are a lot of people I don't like,
but I've met them, I know who they are.
I can judge who I've met.
But I would never,
EVER,
say that I hate them.
Every time I say the word "hate" it makes me ashamed.
It shouldn't even be a word.



10:29,
Wow, the time went by so fast.
I'm going to go watch some TV.



Thanks for reading this.
I hope you will be following this blog.



"Live like you're at the bottom, even if you're at the top"



Good night loves,
Ainsley