It's been so long..

It's been so long since I last posted.

I've been very busy with school, and my marks are going down.

ANYWHO,
I went and saw Emily Osment at MOD on October 29th! It was amazing!

And I got the call back from Much Music to see HONOR SOCIETY AT MOD ON WEDNESDAY! This wednesday <3
I'm so excited.
I'm going with: Katy, Becky, Nikita, Santana and whoever she is bringing.

;dghgueyhg

I can't wait!

Anyways, I finished one of my songs, but I may add more later. It's called "Cuts and Bruises"

She walks to school,
with cuts and bruises everywhere.
tattered clothes,
dirty hair.

Everybody wonders,
everybody stares,
but for her,
no body really cares.

CHORUS:
All she wants,
is to be loved,
and every night she prays,
to the father up above.
She doesn't really believe,
that talking to a stranger
can change anything,
Can stop any of her pain.
How could someone be that powerful?
She prays and prays,
but everything stays the same

Another night,
she was happy,
at last, she could be alone.
but mama and daddy just came home.
They're screaming and yelling,
no different from the past.
and there is no telling how long it'll last.

She gets herself into bed,
knowing she won't be sleeping tonight.
She prays and prays,
with all her might.

CHORUS
All she wants,
is to be loved,
and every night she prays,
to the father up above.
She doesn't really believe,
that talking to a stranger
can change anything,
Can stop any of her pain.
How could someone be that powerful?
She prays and prays,
but everything stays the same

BRIDGE ?
The anger
is taken out on her.
A little fragile heart,
with everything to be afraid of.
A little push, a little shove
a little better than what she got last night.
She's gotta hold on tight,
never let go.
she is loved,
but no one will let her know.

CHORUS
All she wants,
is to be loved,
and every night she prays,
to the father up above.
She doesn't really believe,
that talking to a stranger
can change anything,
Can stop any of her pain.
How could someone be that powerful?
She prays and prays,
but everything stays the same

I better go, I'm really hungry, gotta go see what we're having for dinner.
ps, we put our Christmas tree up today, early enough?
We've had our outside decorations up for about a week now.. and now everyone on our street is putting their decorations up!

Mom's birthday is tomorrow.. I don't know if I can write a song to her by then.. i'll try!

Have a good night!

Ainsley. <3